had issues with gambling for years but really taken steps in the last few years to cut off avenues like banning from all casinos and stuff like that
i have been doing well to be honest had a couple of blips this year but managed to work through all of them but jesus these lockdowns are destroying my mental strength
i am finding it really difficult to motivate myself to do anything other than watch & bet on football at the moment
ive been punting and watching games pretty much since friday evening and done about £120 quid in not mega money but definitely more than just a bit of fun its doing my head in and now ive just cancelled all my sport subscriptions because i am just sick of watching & trying to predict outcomes
need to find something more productive to do with my time than shouting at players and refs on the tv
this f***g tory government though w*f are they doing the country is in one hell of a mess for this virus thats been massively over exaggerated people are losing their minds in these lockdowns and their livlihoods nobody wants them !